[februarymarie]

Thank you Libertas- your message means a lot. ( And you too, Lindyloo). This has been about a 10 year+ battle with him, with many hard things along the way that I thought for sure would have been his bottom. I am at the place where I know that I have done all I can (and probably too much at times). It’s very hard having zero control- he knows how much I love him. I know I must let go and live my life- I’m determined to enjoy the wonderful things I have in my life. It takes work. I’m hoping for that miracle, but not expecting it. And even if he found a way to live sober, there would be a lot of work to do to heal all of us. But, for now, I’ll just live for the day. ❤