Hi jtekg4
I’m so sorry to hear of your loss. Losing a loved one is difficult enough without addiction being involved.
Please don’t feel guilty. A person who has addictions will always blame everyone else for their problems. Im sure your husband is at peace now, but I feel sad for the suffering and debt that’s been left for you.
I feel you need advice and support, either from the Icarus trust, or a bereavement group.
In the meantime you and the family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Take good care of yourself ❤
Lx