Thank you. Well you are doing amazingly and I hope you are much happier now. I can only hope he sees the light, he broke down in tears to me the other night as he had realised what he has become.
The difficulty is, my friends and family want me as far away from him as possible but I know it’s not him it’s the addiction.
I still very much believe in him, I am just really scared that I have been used and that I mean nothing. I know you can’t answer any of this as it’s dependent on him.
He owes me a lot of money, constantly asking to borrow it and I gave in every time which I regret massively.
Unfortunately he doesn’t acknowledge me much unless he needs me for something. Now he is not needing to stay with me, I haven’t heard from him.
It’s all so bloody heartbreaking!
He refuses to go to rehab, has tried that in the past but hopefully him living with his brother means he will start CA.
He does believe in God, but he believes that the Devil has him already.