I know this really, and it had been going pretty well on the whole, I had been sleeping good etc, but last few nights i haven’t and I think then it is worse until i get a good nights sleep, so fingers crossed I sleep better tonight.
also, the thing that bothers me so much is that fact that 2 children that aren’t addicts seem so blind to it all, that is the part I find hardest to deal with as surely we should have all wanted the best for their mum and been on the same team, us vs addiction.
I can mentally deal with my girlfriend in all this better than the kids, as at least she has a drug problem to make some form of excuse for her behavior, but the kids I find completely baffling, like surely if anyone should know the negative side of drugs better than anyone it is them as that is the life they have had to live.
and its not like these are young children, 15 and 21, surely old enough to get the bigger picture.