Hi kindredcyote I have just read your shout out and you are not alone as you can see from all the replies you have had on here we are all here to talk about our issues with our partners and loved ones. My husband is a cocaine addict and yes like your story he is often wide awake up all night long never coming to bed and I have spent many nights full of tears alone and confused but soon realised that I needed to talk to someone so I came here to Adfam and this has helped me through some very lonely times. With the cocaine also my husband follow a with alchole so and it’s a battle.I have tried talking to him when he is sober and all the promises that are promised by him never follow through it’s one big lie time after time and financial problems with his selfish habits. The only way you get through this is by getting him to seek outside help which I am going to try with my husband but its easier said than done and sadly they have to be the ones to accept it and work with that battle. Just remember that you are not alone Adfam forum is full of people who battle this on a daily basis. Message me anytime if you need to talk things through sometimes we need others to just talk through challenging situations. Hang in there
