Yes she is amazing for standing by me. I’m great with our kids and we are a good family unit. Just coke came in the relationship. We all say terrible things in the moment I wouldn’t worry about it.
Thing is with addiction he will know it hurts you. But he will have one thing on his mind at 1st and that’s getting coke. It takes all our sensible thinking, our spending quality times with partners, kids and family away from us and just have one thing on our mind. To get high. I’ve watched a lot of videos on cocaine addiction on you tube so many women have said they chose drugs over their kids, if coke wasnt there is imagine he would be with you everyday. It’s just what it does to you. It comes 1st. Some people don’t look after themselves hygiene wise on coke. I wasn’t like that though.
He will definitely feel guilt with cocaine. The come downs are horrendous, one bad thought after another. I can’t say what he is thinking, but I know guilt will be in there. Right at the top.
I never got in bad debt. If I owed money I paid it that week. As it will just be on my mind. My kids got everything 1st. But the money could and should of gone on my kids anyway. But I only got what I could afford.
Ramble on as much as you want. It keeps me from using talking like this ????