Hi Emma
How are you doing?
I am 15 weeks in now and after the initial leave, I did go through a phase week 8/9 of wanting back the man I had initially met. But he’s long gone.
I am past that now; as I recall nearly everyday yet another situation that I never want to go back to.
You forget things in the grief of the loss.
I had some phone calls and by the end I felt that I was withdrawing as myself to keep the conversation calm
I realise now how much of myself I had lost.
Reading on here really helps
I hope you are okay
I think the worst thing is you never really get true closure. So many unanswered questions.
you don’t realise how far off the Mark your judgement becomes.
My friends have been shocked and saddened by it all.
Your husband trying to get you to smoke crack with him …
Your husband stealing money from you and disappearing and not explaining where they have been …
I miss him everyday
But I know I can’t go back