This has been going on for quite a while with us but in the beginning I thought it was some kind of party habit and he convinced me it had stopped. it took me a long time to figure out the extent of things and to find out it was a regular day to day thing not on his nights out. Literally every person he knows is on it. Even family members, he has a rather dysfunctional family so I thought it was nice that he was close to a few family members til I found out they also use cocaine. I think I was quite naive to it all. I actually have had family members in similar situations in the past but as people usually keep this stuff secret I didn’t know any details. It’s only from having to sort of catch my husband out- (which is tragic to have to go to that when Its supposed to be the person you love and trust) that I have learnt so much. I have now found out so much and it’s heart breaking.
