Hi Dre
sorry to hear things haven’t been going well for you,
it really sounds like he is a waste of time, and doesn’t have any respect for you,
you really are better off cutting him out of your life, and hopefully by doing so you will move on and find someone who treats you right.
at least you haven’t invested years of your life with him.
but of course this is all easier said than done.
I was talking to my girlfriend and seeing her again for a few weeks,
but now we aren’t talking at all again,
basically I feel like to move on we need to address the things that happened and be able to discuss them in order to try and move forward, but when I attempted to do this she turned into that other person inside her head that is impossible to have a conversation with.
of course this pushes the buttons for me too, so it just turns into an argument.
its so frustrating as I only want to talk about things to try and help resolve them and hopefully get over the negative feelings I feel about everything, but its hard to ever do that if nothing ever changes and yet again I just feel unappreciated and hurt.
I’ve never known anyone be so difficult, and so stubborn, I think these are common traits amongst drug users though, and every time we let them back into our lives we make the mistake of thinking we can penetrate through this wall they have built around themselves and actually get somewhere, but ultimately we get nowhere and things go straight back to where we started. the endless cycle…..
how are things with you “thelostone”?