Thank you! I’ve slept better for writing my post. I also kept my phone off all night. I feel lighter today.
I’ve woken up to a beautiful sunny day, which helps and Four children that all need normality.
No contact from him what so ever! I still feel all the mentioned emotions, but I think I’m at the point of no return for him.
I’ve gone in to overdrive to now put things in place.
I’m having my locks changed and more security put on my house.
I have also got to sort out a million other things, which is a challenge when I aren’t fluent in the language here.
I’ve also read your story. Cocaine addiction is very cruel to the addicts families.
I respect and have alot of love for all the men and women continuing to support their loved ones through their addictions, its just now my time to support and rebuild myself, before I turn into even less of the person I once was. Xx