Hi,
I’m sorry to read your post and see how you’re feeling about your husband’s addiction. I’m sorry you feel so lost. Please contact us at Icarus Trust as we are a charity that supports people having to deal with a family member’s addiction. We know how hard it is and offer a range of services. If you get in touch one of our Family Friends will speak to you. They are our trained and experienced people who are good listeners. maybe talking with one of them would help.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck to you.