I can’t carry on, I’ve changed my phone no moved all his stuff out I don’t know where he’s staying, he has no money so his tick bill will be alot, I could of handled alot of it but the disappearing for days was to much cos I don’t know who he’s been with, he stays up for weeks & doesn’t sleep & his mum allows it & he’s normally at hers on the sofa watching her son kill himself. I have no strength no more I’m numb I’m getting blamed for ruining him but it was him that ruined me, he used to spent loads on datting aps & said he used to do it of his nut, I’m taking 1 day at a time cos he’ll never changed he chose Coke over his family
