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Hi Emma

How’s things?

Getting better with space?

Mine is undergoing in-patient psychiatric assessment still

He is being impulsive and violent

What a waste of life and a good man

Feel very sad but the decisions have all been taken away from me now and strangely the guilt too.

This is his fault he pushed it all to the very limit

He knew the consequences

He actually said to me yesterday how stupid he has been, that he loved me so much.

He then asked me to get him out; when I said I couldn’t he started calling me an f Ing bitch etc

I don’t know if he will ever recover