[himbeere]

Hi how’s your day?

I haven’t had a talk with my husband yet as he was in bed the whole day yesterday ! He went to work today but I don’t know why I don’t feel happy about it, Because I still can not feel my husband coming back. I mean he went to work he is clean but I feel everything is depressing. I can not feel his love or apology or anything from him. We just do the every day routine. He went to work he came back we had dinner he watched tv, not a lot communication and I just feel I have nothing to look forward to. I don’t know if you have the same feeling when your husband is sober. I don’t know if it is me or it is the fact. But I know I feel quite low about it.