I have come to a realisation we cannot control them they are selfish when they are doing gear they care only about themselves and their next line so like I said I give up trying and caring if he wants to kill himself sniffing white stuff up his nose which turns him into an ugly person he can get on with it and when I have had enough I am going to end it and only then will he probably realise actually he may not even care. We just need to take care of us and our well-being and our family kids and stuff ah and do us xx I don’t know what else we can do I am lost with it all xx
