I’m sat here crying my eyes out .
I’m absolutely mad about him and I guess my head thinks I can help him but my heart feels broken knowing I probably can’t.
Is anybody able to shed light on addiction?
He goes to work 5/6 days a week and as far as I know does this on a weekend.
He’s yet to open up to me. I sent him a long text to try and discuss or get him to open up and he’s not saying anything or admitted it.
I haven’t told him that I checked the phone as I know myself that was wrong but I just knew something wasn’t right.
Myself personally I’ve never questioned him before and I trusted him 100%
but just the behaviours mainly being awake at night or sleeping for 1-2 days made me wonder.
And this has just blown my mind. I have my sister who’s a drug addict , my brother in law that died from drink and drugs a month ago and now this.
I truly thought I’d found happiness and my heart feels like it’s been ripped out. Xx
Thank you so much for your honesty. I really don’t know what to do.
I want to meet him face to face maybe over the weekend and talk it through.
If he loves me like I love him then he needs to prove it to me now. X
Thank you again and I appreciate your honesty xxx