I used to feel guilty last summer posting on this thread because my son was clean, but life was still hard and I was really unhappy. You have the continuing stress of, will he stay clean, will this be okay, and you feel you are jumping through hoops to help them achieve it. I don’t blame them for feeling grumpy, but maybe we have to be realistic about how hard this is on us, its just a relentless slog.
I am leaving work early, going for a bike ride and a meal at the pub, and trying to take it all one day at a time.
I hope you have a lovely weekend, make the most of it, you deserve it!!!!