Hi Christinag, I could of written what you wrote myself, I too 6 weeks ago now went doctors for bloods and had brain fog. I too have an ex who is a cocaine addict at this time he was 7 weeks clean and like yourself my body was on high alert waiting for a relapse, we were getting on so well though at the time and our daughter was only 6 weeks old. He too not even a week later relapsed I think our bodies have a clever way of not letting us put our guard down even when we try to it’s naturally on high alert my bloods came back normal. After he’s relapse I ended the relationship and told him I can’t carry on no more, he hasn’t got he’s clothes only gave me £60 for the children and has ignored my last message 2 weeks ago regarding he’s belongings and paying child maintenance. You are definitely doing the right thing by protecting yourself and detaching from him he has said some hurtful things to you, my ex isn’t this way at all he’s very distant cold and doesn’t communicate at all. I hope with your friend coming he realises for your sake has to leave. It is awful being the loved ones as we have no escape, but we do we can escape from them a lead a normal worry free happy life, wishing you all the best! Xx
