Thanks for your reply. You’re right, he is making the decision easier. This morning I was lying in bed thinking ‘how have i let my life end up like this?’. I should have put an end to it a while ago but he showed willing with CA so I gave it one more shot but now I’m done as it’s making me ill and I get nothing out of the relationship except stress and upset.
I hope your partner gets a space soon and it’s great he is willing to go to rehab. Hope you find some peace and contentment amongst the anxiety. Xxx