I’m sat reading this , it’s like life is a blur . I found out 6 months ago my husband. Who I’d known for 5 years was and still in a cocaine addict. I’m only 6 months into the lies and deceit awareness program. He left after a month of me finding out . After I asked a calm question “ did you take cocaine , this weekend? “ He flew of the handle shouting and swearing. He left the house and returned. In the meantime my 74 yr old mother turn up . She then punched him repeatedly in the face . Not that I asked for that but . Then he left. Obviously ???? everything is always my fault. He has stayed with his parents ever since. The know nothing about the cocaine. They think everything is my fault. He’s clearly still taking cocaine weekend mostly. So it seems, it’s so unfair to have a broken heart ???? as well as a broken marriage and family relationships obviously aren’t good with his family or mine . As he’s painted the picture with his family that I’m the problem. My parents dislike him greatly. I don’t want to get divorced. Neither does my husband. But obviously even without him saying it , out loud to me . He loves cocaine more than me . My heart will probably never recover from that crushed feeling. Sad
