November 7, 2021 at 12:39 am
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I hope things are getting better for you?
Today is the first time In months where I have felt really sad about the past and all that happened
But it is that now the past
All the promises we made to each other were based on lies he told and the person he manufactured himself to be
it’s so hard to accept that your whole relationship was based on lies and how blind love can make you
Anyway tomorrow is another day and will be a better one
I don’t feel lonely or miss the chaos he created; just the man I thought he was – so I have to just remind myself that there is no time to waste on something that I never truly had