Hey lettie, I’m sorry to hear that your boyfriend is in this very unpredictable place right now and that you dealing with the back lash of addiction, it’s very brave of you to share your story, so thank you, drugs can make you do deceitful things and completely change you as a person, so well done for being loyal, the answer to your question is a tricky one, however I’d like to believe he isn’t being disloyal, i can imagine all he’s thinking about is feeding the habit, and not ingageing in infidelity, I’m sure if know in your gut that he isn’t, it’s a pretty big powerful feeling, so I’ve learnt, and(and it’s taken a very long time to realise it) trust that gut feeling,, you are both going through individual hard times, don’t forget about yourself and look after you also, i hope this reply has been a good one for you lettie, take care from lindsay