hi yes I used to drug test him but then stopped as I was sort of embarrassed in a funny sort of way to keep doing it. The last time it didn’t go clear even after a week which when I read up is the sign of a heavy user. I have bought some more tests as he said to me this time to test him but I think he threw them away as couldn’t find them. I pray to god that he wants to stop but am scared stiff that there will always be a relapse although tonight I joined a na online meeting and it was really helpful to listen to addicts journeys and I felt a bit of a fraud being there but as it was an open meeting they were really kind to me. Good luck with everything for you x
