Hi Bump, Kate1, Lindyloo, February marie and everyone else on this thread. If I have omitted your name, it isn’t because you are not part of the support/communication trail. Thank you for sharing your despair Bump, you are amongst people who can share and empathise and you need never apologise. I am struggling myself right now. Those of you who have read my posts in the past will be aware that I am estranged from my son after decades of nightmare scenarios that were totally destroying me and were enabling my son. I have found out indirectly that my son is very likely back in prison and my heart weeps for the despair of it all. I am resisting making further enquiries as we have been here before. The recurring questions/if’s/whats/maybe’s that graze on my mind. I am attempting to find strategies to take care of myself and ‘park’ the horrors of it all on a ‘shelf’ in my mind to enable me to continue. I send l hope to you all; to your loved ones also. Please take care of yourselves
