Have you now separated from him? I just feel so sad because I think of all the good times we had and I’ve seen the potential of how normal he can be when he’s not using. I decided to have a termination which I’m going to have tomorrow, it’s really upsetting. I wish things would have turned out different but I know I can’t do this alone as I have no support and he in no state to be a parent at the moment. I am not sure where he is currently but the police are looking for him. I will feel more at rest once he’s in custody and it might just stop him using for a while
