[unsure2021]

We don’t have kids together, which is a big positive , the heath issues he has are life threatening and he could die tomorrow, next week, month or year if his body shuts down completely which just makes me worry even more, I do have my own kids tho and I have worked very hard bringing them up and recently past 2 years to be in a job I love and the hard work is slowly paying off I know I need to put myself first to be able to keep going and enjoy it , also an unhappy mummy isn’t what I want for my kids, thank you for the chat as I have no one else I can talk to .