Hey you!,
Jesus! Sounds like you went through what I’m dreading!
Just the thought of bumping into him!, it shocks me that they have the balls to even go shopping after they do all this to us! ????
He should be hiding away!
I bet he freaked when he saw you! And so he should! Your doing so well holding it together for the kids while he only thinks of himself!.
If I’m honest I think the next time I see mine I will hold it together but be a huge messy wreck after…I miss his face and I miss the tiny good times, but I know it was all a big lie.
Lol I think I should sit and watch his screaming videos I took before he left! That always sorts me back out and reminds me what he is….
I find it hard understanding why they can’t even be a little bit strong!
Hell we change completely and put our children before ourselves! Why can’t they!!
I miss having a friend who likes the same stuff as me too haha,
I met him through music, he was a Mc and our friends were all music related so we went out a lot to UKG events,
All those friends are long gone or only his mates now, some of mine even said they won’t get involved because they like him,
I am seeing some friends now but they are settled or really quite boring!
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I hope your okay though,
It’s hard walking away and shouldering all of this, I have to keep so busy!, stuffs getting done which is great but it’s to make sure I’m shattered each night otherwise I won’t sleep haha
As for my jobs,
I’ve been offered 1 which is full time so will be hard being away from the girls but seems good, they want me to go in Monday and sign forms
And the other I’m waiting to hear about which is term time and perfect but jobs like those are gold dust, it’s down to me and 1 other so now I just have to wait…???????? I need to know Monday though because I can’t risk loosing the other job.
One day we will meet up and put the world to rights haha goodness knows we have been through more than most people!
That’ll make their ears burn hahaha
Look after yourself xxx