Hi Guys, welcome to the forum.
Just been reading your thread, it sounds to me that you realise that this evil addictive, expensive, lifetaking drug is ruining your lives.
If this is the case, perhaps your ready to seek help through CA or NA groups.
It’s a good idea to stop drinking alcohol too, as this triggers the need for cocaine.
My son is a alcohol and cocaine addict , but thankfully, currently 11 months clean through the help and support of these groups.
Please seek help and support before this evil drug destroys your lives and your loved one’s lives.
Read Danman83 or Jamesb posts, these are guys in early recovery offering great advice.
Take care of yourselves,
Lx ❤️