Hi Weegem- I’m also glad you found this thread. Dealing with a loved one who has an addiction is so consuming and very isolating. This is a wonderful group of people who truly understand the absolute despair, fear and anxiety of dealing with this. There is a strength in not feeling alone. No one here judges or has all the answers, but they have compassion and total understanding and that means so much.
Lindyloo is right, as hard as it is, please try and be kind to yourself. Seek out therapy if you can, read everything you can, pray if you choose to, and stick with us here.
Sending you a big hug. ????