Thank you, I have had counselling and now cbt as they say I have post traumatic stress because it was me who found him, something which will always haunt me. I don’t think anything really helps. I’ll always love him, he was stuck in a world where he was being exploited. All the things I read on here take me back, I was numb then to, whatever I did didn’t help. They have to have the strength to want to recover, no one can do it for them no matter how much we want to help. My thoughts are with all of you still struggling with the worry of it all. My sadness is now never going to end xx
