Thank you Georgia, can I ask you all shall I go home or stay with my parents, after seeing him taking drugs suddenly I feel very insecure. In the past couple of months, sometimes When I woke up in the middle of the night, he was either watching my son in his crib or standing next to me. Everytime I asked what are you doing he changed the topic.
I video call him couples of times in past two days, when he was taking drugs( While watching him through baby’s monitor camera), once he finished what he was doing, he call me back and he acted very normal, showing his love for us and how much he miss us etc.,
I even asked him why his nose is leaking, he said he has flu symptoms.
I told my parents and they are more worried about our safety.
To be honest the past couple of days feels like years, and my brain is still refusing to accept the reality
. My parents said I should not mention to him that I saw him doing drugs, and continues act normally, in case he do something with me or my son.They are worried that if I decide to leave him, how we will pay the bills, as currently both of us are relays on him financially and I gave all my savings to him.
We are moving in September from Dublin to Manchester( near my parents house ) as he is starting new job in Manchester. Shall I pretend( which will be really hard now after seeing him) until then or not to go back to Dublin at all?
Ladies please guide me what should I do?