Hi James
Thank you so much for coming back to me you are really helping me cope with this.
I’ve read and re-read your post.
Your insight has really opened my eyes
I don’t believe he has given up. I think it’s going to take me leaving him as again I know he had taken as I’ve got home and there is white powder on the unit I can’t believe it. (I feel sick) I also found a lump of it on the floor!!!
I think he only said he was going to get help because I threaten to leave him which is what you went through until she actually done it.
We are going out with friends tomorrow and I’m so scared that he is going to be on it. I’m very good at hiding my feelings so I can keep this until the weekend and sit him down to talk too.
I’ve turned into a the woman I don’t want to be I don’t trust him it’s killing me. I love him but can’t keep doing this. He has to want to do this for himself not because of me leaving him.
I want to wish you well and thank you so much for your insight of what happened to you and how you got through this. I wish you well for the future and keep doing what your doing you are an amazing guy and you should be so proud of yourself.
Thank you again
Navy xx