Hello purpleheart and fayze,
I’ve had an absolutely horrific night. Our son has been awake all night being sick (still is now) and I reached out to him to let him know… he left me on read and then blocked me on WhatsApp.
I have since found out that he hasn’t gone into work as he’s coming here to collect all his things properly. (Sleep In at his mums until he’s ready to face the day without me hassling him to wake up) what the actual hell? Part of me is like good riddance, I’ll pack for you and you can just pick it up and leave. The other part is like wow is this it? 12 years together and 4 married and he can genuinely just turn on us?
The detective work has destroyed me to the point where I don’t even know who I am anymore without him and worrying about him and what he’s doing. It’s probably for the best that he is like this as I know I would never be able to trust him.. but wow! I am actually heartbroken, he’s not a bad guy, he’s an amazing dad too! I feel like I’m dying inside. Xxx