Hi sorry not been good.
Having kids together gives u way more reason to hope!
He actually spoke to me fri but turned pretty quick as he’s drinking.
He punched my mirror and called the police on himself but ran before they came . Ended in them mid treating him and 12 head stitches!
Sunday told me he wants to move out and be alone to learn who he is( heard this before) then Monday went for a drive and had a good day. All over me.
He’s now carried on as normal so last night he was drinking and I stupidly said it’s unfair I’m
Told he never loved me or wanted to move in and now he’s being all normal.
The response was t good!
Why can’t I just breathe.
I said i don’t want to invest my time and heart if he is actually making plans to go.
He went really weird, hands over ears talking to himself.
I went to bed. He’s stayed up and drank( with concussion) and has just gone to bed.
All I want to know is did he say all those things to be nasty and does he actually want me and love me. It’s a head mess