Hi La1986
Welcome to the forum and thank you for sharing your story.
It’s good that you’ve realised that this drug is affecting your mental health and causing anxiety.
You would be wise to stop now before it causes any further damage.
My 29yr son has alcohol and cocaine addictions, it’s been a living hell, but thankfully is in recovery- 1 Yr clean.
I would recommend that you click onto Share your Story, and read Kulstar”s story, or Jamesb or Danman83. These are all people in recovery offering support and advice.
They have helped me a great deal to see things from another perspective.
I wish you well with your future recovery, stay strong.
Lx ❤️