Horrendous day.My hubby had a kidney removed last summer,this afternoon he has learned he needs more surgery .This time last month I would have swallowed a load of devil pills to take the edge of the awful reality I have to face
This is one of those times when I have to be strong for others whilst breaking up inside
So far I have resisted but the harsh realities of my life right now need a cotton wool approach
Honestly,my life is just one after another awful things I must face and and deal with and all without a cushion
I know we will get through it as we are a very tight couple but he has enough to deal with without watching me fall apart
I have only one thing in mind before my day is over,and that is to stay away from the devil pills
Although where the strength I need is going to come from I have no idea
Roll on lights out
I hope you are all doing well and are putting one foot in front of the other on our collective journey to freedom