For the first time in 18 months of him being clean I’m worried, he’s now been clean for as long as he had his addiction but now as I’ve said I’m worried he lost his mum suddenly last week now he’s sneaking around again and pacing around he’s had his methadone reduced again so maybe it is just that because the end is in sight of him coming off that. In 6 weeks he’ll be off it completely. I’ll never trust him and this is why I wanted him to get his own place because of that I’m not in a relationship with him but he tells people we are because he lives in my house. I hate being trapped in my own thoughts
