Hi I’m so sorry for the delay in replying – had a pretty tough week! My partner’s been doing it around 9 years, it’s so difficult isn’t it. Some times more than others but never seems to go away for more than a few weeks unfortunately – and that’s what I know about (dread to think about what I don’t!)
I’m so sorry to hear that – it’s crazy how much it changes them isn’t it? Almost like they are a completely different person, it’s just heartbreaking!
I am the same I don’t really look after myself properly either – always seem to put him first before me, need to give myself a good shake sometimes because nothing I do seems to help anyway unfortunately!
I am also embarrassed to speak to my family or friends – I spoke to one friend in previous years but she was very judgemental and didn’t understand at all. I think it’s one of those things that unless you have been through it you don’t really know the extent of the impact it can have.
I’m at a stage where I really don’t know where to turn or what to do next! Feel like I’m always trying to put a front on and make out everything is ok but deep down I’m completely broken.
How have things been for you recently? I hope you are ok..