It really does.
I don’t know what came first, the gambling or the drugs but they have unfortunately come hand in hand.
I haven’t heard from him for a few days. I miss him but I almost feel relief also, which I feel bad about too!
Honestly the guilt you have is never ending even if you know rationally we shouldn’t have the guilt, if that makes sense! It’s hard not to feel it.
Completely understandable. I wasn’t ready for a long time to tell friends and family. But as it got worse, people could tell things were off they just didn’t know what!
I held it in for so long and it was such a relief when I had people to talk to. I think it’s always easier first to talk to someone who doesn’t know you both as there is no judgement so you are doing the right thing just talking to anyone just so you don’t have to go through it on your own.
I don’t know what I would do without the support! It’s definitely one hell of a journey at the moment.
I hope your situation gets better soon ????????