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It’s bittersweet because it’s a comfort to hear others know what it feels like but at the same time awful there’s so many of us living our lives this way. There’s so many things that’s happened, I feel selfish and guilty about when I do kick him out but I feel the same about my kids to. I know addiction is hard to conquer but it’s heartbreaking when he can go days without it but then drink for weeks in a row and when he’s quit for a few weeks, that’s been hell to. I think there’s only so much we can take in the end. Hope your OK to.