Yes my husband has been taking Coke for 7 years. We have been together for 7 years. He is also a gambler and obsessed with dating online sites and commenting on other womens profiles.
I kicked him out in March. And I swear to god I have more money now then I have ever had when living with him.
The shit he has put me through. And I can imagine what you all are going through.
Anyway after I kicked him out March he’s been attending his anonymous meetings, and living somewhere else.
I’ve had so much peace in my life since he’s don’t live here. However he still emotional blackmails me and swears at me.
I just recently caught him
On tik tock he made a new account and I saw inappropriate comments to other women. When I asked him
About this he said he swears on his mums life it wasn’t him and he got hacked. I cried for two nights whilst my boys were asleep thinking I am not good enough. I feel so insecure about myself knowing that the man that supposedly loves me would rather comment and tell other women they are gorgeous. I know he is lying I wish he wasn’t but I know the truth. Im In soo much pain and I’ve had enough the first and second time I let it go now he’s not willing to stop I’m getting a divorce.
He keeps saying he loves me and would die for me etc if he loved me he would never hurt me like this with all the lies.
At first I understood the drug is making him do these bad things. But enough is enough I’m
Mentally drained and emotional depressed I have two boys to look after and I need to be strong for them.
I’ve tried so hard to make this work he’s not trying hard. He’s going backwards and hurting me still.
This is not life this is torture.
I’ve been asking for miracles and it seems like I’m seeing hell with him.
Anyway slowly but surely I’m going to divorce him. I won’t tell him I’m going to do it quietly because he will go angry and crazy.
What I don’t understand is I’m going to be 37 soon and you think with age you become stronger and mature and to be honest I feel like a stupid person in love with the wrong person I just wish I had strength to leave this man for good. When will I learn? Why do I allow this in my life.
Wish me luck ladies.