Hi Februarymarie
It’s the thing we all dread so much
The addiction is so strong
I hope it’s just a bump in the road
My son relapsed last April but realised how stupid he had been and got over it himself and he been ok since we had Covid and couldn’t go running to him
It’s always in the back of your mind
That it will happen again
I get that you haven’t told anyone but it isn’t anyones shame certainly not yours and not your sons this is an illness
They seem to look for a reason to go back to the comfort of that oblivion
Real life isn’t something they want or can deal with
Try to hold on to the fact he can be sober
I’m awake at 3am and know someone will be on this site too
See what tomorrow brings keep
Telling him you care about him and that he can get back on track
I think they need us to believe in them how ever hard it is
Love and prayers for you
Joanie x x