Hi kulstar
Im checking in with you
Hope you doing well.
Well it’s a the anniversary of his fathers death.
I’ve tried to do all I can today. It’s gone from ok to awful. Everything is an effort. It’s been from slow service at restaurants to shops and that’s been hard for him he is getting stressed about it saying he can’t cope.
He gets very angry.
I’ve tried to reason with him but everything & everyone is against him. I’m apparently taking everyone else’s side and doing nothing for him. Yet I’ve praised him and let him do whatever he wanted today.
I know he is grieving but to speak the way he has and tell me he needs to be alone!
He told me that I need to give him unconditional love!!!
He has taken diazepam to make him sleep so he doesn’t have to think or do anything.
I’m hoping this is just because he is having feelings that he can’t quash with drugs!!! But all this really hurts.
I’m hoping tomorrow will be a better day. I know he going to be drowsy tho.
Thank you for listening
Keep up the good work and advice your an inspiration to me.
Navy xx