Hi James – Thank you for taking the time to reply and for your kind words. I too wish my boyfriend would stop before it’s all too late, and hope that he is where you are right now. I had sent him links to your posts but honestly I don’t know if he will read them. The last time I asked, he still thinks he can control it and I don’t know if he’s at the stage where he thinks this is a problem. I can only hope for the best.
I saw him just last week, he came to pack up some things from the apartment and we talked for a bit. He looked so normal, seems to not be under any influence. But when he is like that and yet still so determined in breaking up with me, that broke my heart and made me question whether it’s really drugs that I’m losing my relationship over. I wish I know what’s going on in his mind..
I have read some of your comments on other posts, it’s incredible how you’re helping others by sharing your own story. Thanks so much for doing that, and I wish you the best.
Take care xx