Cocaine isn’t a drug that you are dependent on from a physiological point of view but highly addictive from a psychological view.
The steps were all mental, I recited to myself every morning that today is the day I won’t do coke. This days multiply into weeks and into months, 7 months now for me. I no longer recite the mantra about coke but this is due to my completely changed life. You might want to check out my post An Addicts Journey – Change is Possible to get an insight ????????
Well done on recognising change is required if this is situation you find yourself in