ash2013: Hopefully you are doing okay. You haven’t posted in months and our stories are very similar in some respects. My husband began having different behaviors shortly after we became pregnant with our first child. I was so sick with the pregnancy, that I spent days in bed. Nausea and vomiting. Despite this, I was so happy to be pregnant after waiting for years to finally have a child. He began disappearing for hours everyday, irritable, mean, verbally abusive, no longer affectionate. One minute elated that I was pregnant, then suddenly scared and lonely. I couldn’t figure it out. What was happening to him. I thought about leaving as I suspected that he was cheating on me, but I was overwhelmed with pregnancy sickness and no resources. I believe that I am now suffering with PTSD.
