I feel rehab completely altered his mindset, while there he got so used to people saying what he did or said was right, and he interpreted it as everyone else in your life is the problem which is why you use, he said some people didn’t return to their families and started new lives miles away to stay clean
The second time he came out really determined to stay clean but he did not really come back into the family life, it feels like he was institutionalised at rehab and that’s how he copes, he’d stay up in the bedroom, buy his own food, cook his own meals, go running, go gym, up at 4.30 bed at 8
He’s found God and reads lots of spiritual help books so feels he’s the best version of himself, which is amazing but it’s almost at the detriment to our family I feel