Happy NY, gtx4eva – You’ve already begun to stop, by realizing that you want to and need to stop. This is a huge beginning that some people never realize. Celebrate this part of your recovery, by doing something nice for yourself. Whatever that may be – just for you. A new book, a manicure, hot bath, new pair of shoes, bracelet, etc. I recommend something that you can look at through the day, that reminds you of how important this moment is – for you. Your new beginning.
Your obvious love for your children and concern for yourself will get you there. You can do this!