Hi purpleheart
so lovely to hear from you, I used to chat with you on a different thread (merry go round from hell)
im so happy to read that you have got off the merry go round, and are now enjoying your life. It’s so hard to take that first step.
Well done.
im having a hard day, being left again on my own on a night out with friend’s thank goodness for good friends whom took me in let me stay in their house until he got home as he took my key. I don’t think he will ever get better, the days he said he sober is lies his behaviour has got worse his Anxiety has got worse everything’s so difficult for him from waiting for a taxi that is 5 mins late turns into a row and to take the car the waiter whom forgot to bring the water is useless, the need to have any Patience is gone, I’m left to sort out bills, to ring the taxi firm, to find the waiter I’m just exhausted by it all that I don’t want to go out with him anymore.
I’ve tried I really have even tho he makes me feel that it’s all my fault. I don’t look after him when he stressed, ffs sorry
im feeling so sad, I’m feeling very low, I don’t think I can do this anymore. I need to be happy and only I can do this.
take care all,
navy xx