Hello Lozzy
im so sorry to read this. You must be in turmoil. Your priority is you. You must look after yourself.
im home but it’s tough, i find it difficult to trust him. He doing tests.
You have to put up boundaries and stick to them otherwise they walk all over you. If they are using every week it’s a problem. They sleep so long and are on edge and conversations turn into argument so they have an excuse.
we don’t love them , we are nasty, we don’t understand. Bullshit.
Which is what I’m trying so much not to do I want to scream at him but I haven’t all week.
im sending my love to you and thinking of you I wish you all the best remember your strong woman and deserve better.
navy xx